tonight could not have been a whole lot worse if it had tried. ALMOST OVER. one more shift this week and then i get to sleep

Caffeine will keep you awake but it won't help you think any more clearly

I hope i dream of el salvador

It's all going to be alright

less talk, more action

I wouldn't give up even if i could

regina spektor- "How" exactly. yes. let's cry about it. actually, let's not

Everything works out

miracles happen every day. and that's why i can wait

You make all things new

the longest day, but it ended well

Remain steady

Good things are happening

They looked so stiff in their uniforms

"she'll take your voice and leave you howling at the moon" - bob dylan

lightness. i think this must be right

My heart is not broken, it is growing

It is love that walks beside me. Love that takes my hand and guides me.

but if i cry every night i will laugh every morning. and thus maintain balance. and thus maintain sanity. and thus remain healthy.

i will tell you half of the story: it's been hard lately

You have always been my help, and in the shadow of your wings, my spirit will rejoice.

Fainting spells. My best friend says that makes me a real lady

On the night shift we have a little saying, "welcome to the Hell"

where could i begin? where could I start? where could I turn with such a heavy heavy heart?

more dreams of houses

Too tired to do any of the things that i need to do

Thou tellest my wanderings: put thou my tears into thy bottle: are they not in thy book?

All that i can give

artifacts of love

the distance is good

All that stuff that used to matter

an unconventional man

I dreamt that you were two different men, and i couldn't choose between them

i can't stay mad so i don't

You will know what i mean when i say that i carry these things with me always

All of the things that i tuck away and hide, parade themselves before my eyes in dreams at night

be still and know

I don't worry cause I know

my heart will have to just keep growing

cookie and my dad are watching videos of cats

"If you have to die, kill the desires that you have"

 to give you hope and a future

"so foolish was i, and ignorant; i was a beast before thee"

Interesting work day. Was inspired by someone and able to encourage someone

you have no hope, you have no faith, you have no passion, you  have no love and there is nothing you would fight for. nothing you would die for but the nothingness you create. and you prefer it that way.

Stuff i'm thankful for this morning: fresh fruit, alarm clocks, the rest of the almond milk, tweezers, the joy of the lord is my strength

hard as i try to be a minimalist, it's a waste of time

A day to listen to m. Ward

We're still alive. We get down, we get up. We are passionate.

Work in the morning, work in the evening. Cat naps and coffee. Cookie and me.

Gotta make it through the day

"i will both lay me down in peace and sleep, for thou, lord, only makest me dwell in safety" psalm 4:8

everything got so heavy

everything is wrong but tomorrow i get to sleep in

Well-dressed, thick women in heels. I approve.