/PSA119.114.KJV Thou art my hiding place and my shield: I hope in thy word.

Sitting in the airport crying and the thought occurs to me

Like kissing Virgins

PSA 108:10  Who will bring me into the strong city? who will lead me into Edom? Wilt not thou, O God, who hast cast us off? and wilt not thou, O God, go forth with our hosts? Give us help from trouble: for vain is the help of man. Through God we shall do valiantly: for he it is that shall tread down our enemies.

every time i kill another good man, just reminds of of  how lonely i really am

If there is any feeling i am well acquainted with

did you have to come and take the time to try and get to know me, before you leave? My heart is so tired of these things.

Among the horrors I've seen

Feels less like real life

Every day its harder to believe

The lady at the hotel reminded me to breath

And then my heart felt sick

doesn't matter cause i still

the things that crack me up

told me i looked nice, i started crying

Take these tears and use them for something good

act2.38.kjv Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost.

If i had something to say

If I'm lying to myself

Ecc11.5  As thou knowest not what is the way of the spirit, nor how the bones do grow in the womb of her that is with child: even so thou knowest not the works of God who maketh all.

All of my shortcomings, clamoring for attention at the same time. Shouting and scrambling over one another within the cluttered space of my mind.

more frustrated and discouraged than i was before

All that stuff, all that stuff, my mouth filled up and wrapped around my tongue and I stay quiet

And so it should also be with every good thing

Trying to be patient but i swear I'm going blind. Everything will happen in it's time

Dupressed about working tonight

The sensible thing to do

Here i am, trying to be responsible and do grown up stuff and i feel like such a baby

you wouldn't like me anyway

distance contaminates reason

stories dissolve into dreams

the wheels have started turning again. i got stuck back there for a few minutes. i'm ready

so much to say so much to say so much to say. leggings. caffeine. taxes filed. dinner microwaved. too tired to sleep, too awake, too much to say. too tired to shower, too awake. long conversation, too much to say

I need all of your comfort

I LOVE YOU!

Everything is so stupid without you

Beware the bloody moon

i cannot say these things out loud without crying, so i whisper to the empty passenger seat while I'm driving

When it hits me in waves i just hold my breath and wait

Your mercy is forever forever forever

The fragrance of gardenias, the color of the sun as it bows on the horizon

pressing silence to my ear, now i sit and listen, wonder what you hear

Super super super super sad sad sad

Hear my cry O God; attend unto my prayer. From the end of the earth I will cry into you, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I. Psalms 61:2

AD this continuous life keeps marching along

today i was offered a job based on my complexion. I will soon grow old.

No longer tolerating disrespect

Calms me down

The feeling that there its nothing and no one and i am in this alone

I thought my heart was going to explode

Most days i am too tired to notice whether i am depressed, i think this is for the best

PSA12.5 For the oppression of the poor, for the sighing of the needy, now will I arise, saith the Lord ; I will set him in safety from him that puffeth at him.

Valentines day

Today someone called me dreamy and i think that's nice

1 peter 5:7

A temporary cure for

PSA34.8.KJV O taste and see that the Lord is good: blessed is the man that trusteth in him.

PSA25.20 O keep my soul, and deliver me: let me not be ashamed; for I put my trust in thee. Let integrity and uprightness preserve me; for I wait on thee.

ECC4.9.KJV Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labour. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow: but woe to him that is alone when he falleth; for he hath not another to help him up.

MAT18.19.KJV Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.

The only thing I'm waiting for

PSA27.14.KJV Wait on the Lord : be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord .

PSA27.10.KJV When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.

ROM12.4: Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good

MAT7.7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.

PSA33.22 Let thy mercy, O Lord , be upon us, according as we hope in thee.

Now i must learn to walk

And to top if off, the ice cream was a disaster

Worst day ever kind of headache

singing in your coffee shop voice

"Who can tell which one of us suffers more? No one can ever know the sorrow of others." -Salomon Grimberg

Bruises on my eyes

Body over-stressed. Thankful for tomorrow off

we're just caring in different directions

Monday, January 21 2013, A day without sunshine

Sometimes it lasts a week or two

Days off

Sometimes i can hardly stand it

These days

i want to know

If you settle you deserve what you get

Where has your heart been lately?

For God hath not given us the spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind. Timothy 1:7

My body gets weak. Is my heart any stronger?

My strength is that i am yours

I think you're pretty special